am i honestly, going to go through with this?

knowing full well your not honestly going through it as well.

fuck.

ive just realized that ive gone a whole summer without wearing makeup.

ive gone a whole entire summer, of not staying home everynight alone.

ive gone a whole summer, of actually being able to sleep, at night like i was supposed to all those years i couldnt. 

i went a whole summer not being afraid of anything,

and it was all because of you. 

what happens, when you are not with me anymore?

i tried giving you much more than i could take,

it didnt take long before i started to break.

so long fairy tales

so long true love

                                  id take it all back if i could.

i tried to give you much more than

                                  she could.

(Source: unic0rnandglitter, via sweetblackandwhitebitterness)